I still get the scoop from work. Thanks to my BFF! She just forwarded me the announcement bosslady made about my backfill. Actually, it was for the backfill of the admin that replaced me. So everything’s official. Who am I kidding? It was official the day I walked out through that turnstile, knowing there was no going back! *sigh* I have to admit, I feel a sense of sadness! And… loss. And… a feeling of being leftout. Like not being one of the cool chicks in high school! Ugh.

As much as I ranted about bosslady (aka: TDWSH – if you read my old blog you know what that stands for!), I sort of miss being her admin. All of the ass-chewing aside, most of the time I felt important, needed, talented even! I know I should feel all of that with my kids, and I do! But it’s still hard. Being unemployed is the weirdest feeling! Talk about isolation city! I’ve worked since I was 16 years old. I know I’ll get over it. I gotta give myself time to “grieve”, it’s only been one week. Yeesh, two months ago I would have NEVER expected myself to say that! Me? Missing my job? I was hanging by the last thread, somewhere in between insanity, exhaustion, and seriously NOT having fun anymore. I could hardly wait to blow that popsicle stand! Now- I’m a sad little cupcake, missing my importantness. (I know that’s not even a real word, get over it.)